Logan’s Memory of Julian slowly fading away after his death .
It had been 2 years and 137 days since it happened :since the boy he grew to love was taken away from him.
2 years and 137 days since Julian died.
Logan never got the chance to tell him how he felt , how Julian made him feel.
He was too late .
He just wished that Julian could finally find the happiness he sought among the angels .He deserved was much.
He visited Julian’s grave everyday.He talked to him about his day and all the things they used to talk about,though now he never got a sneaky comeback or a snort in response .There was always this unbearable silence that always reminded him of the painful truth .
Julian was gone .
As the days passed he started to forget : forget his voice , his smile , his scent.Everything was now gone and the only things left of him were some old photographs.
And they weren’t enough.
He started to watch all his movie and interviews , but the guy in front of the camera wasn’t that bright and bitchy thing that used to be his best friend .
It wasn’t his Julian.
He tried hard not to forget. He owned that much to him .Julian deserved not to be forgotten ,especially by him.He tried his best not to , but his memory was failing him.
He was starting to forget Julian and that was something he could never forgive himself for.